(8pm) Nice workout!
(11pm) Time for sleep!
10-19-89
(5pm) Busy day!
I got some time to play with my new computer today. (Nice!)
TGIF!
TGI payday!
10-21-89
(Midnite) Time to sleep!
(10am) Laundry time again.
10-22-89
(1am) Quiet day. (Nice!)
(5pm) I caught up on movies again. (Nice!)
I collected a couple more rejection letters this week.
Watching reruns of old sitcoms has made me aware of how many of those shows I have never seen. (I have watched tv regularly the past four years, but there were years when I never watched tv at all. (And, there were years when my ex censored what tv shows I could watch.))
A woman in the Attorney’s office told me that when I find women I am interested in to give her their names and she will run a detailed background check on them for me. (Another example of how our constitutional rights have been savaged.)
(6pm) I wrote a letter to my dad and did some more cleaning.
(7pm) I have been out of bud since June. (The shake from the grow room is ok, but it would be nice to find some bud.) (I suppose this is my punishment for chickening out before I got bud from the grow room.)
One nice thing about Carrie’s visit was that I got some hugs! (It had been a long time! (What is so horrible about me?)) (Being undesirable and shunned by women is a sad way to live!) (Even if liking me was all a lie, Carrie treated me nicer than anyone else!) (Oh well, accept my fate as a lump of shit and forget about being considered a man!)
(10pm) Another Blasé weekend bites the dust!