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(7am) I slept another nine hours. (I have to find some long-term project to work on, to fill in my hours, so I don’t end up sleeping to kill time! (I have years to go of not being able to afford going places, and I need to spend that time constructively!)-(TV is good in that I can study how people behave in a lot of different situations that I need to learn; I get lots of laughs which I also need; and I get to see other people which I can’t do without tv. Still there are a lot of hours when there is nothing on tv that interests me.) (Oh well, something will come along, and I will get into it. (Patience!)))
(5pm) Busy day!
In an article in "Playboy" about where to meet women it did list work, but qualified it by saying one had to be willing to quit if it didn’t work out. (I can’t afford to risk it! (Another year of being unemployed isn’t worth the slim chance of finding a girlfriend at work!))
The article on cocaine kind of reaffirms that I need to have that around. (If it will help, it’s a good idea!) (All my women friends, since my divorce, preferred men who had it!) (Oh well, who knows how things will be in a few years when I can afford to go out? (Wait until then and find out how the singles game is being played.))
(7pm) Erica stopped in for a minute. (Neat!)
Walking in the winter is a workout!
(10pm) When I wore corduroys I would wear them all day, but now that I have switching to slacks I suppose I should change when I get home.
Time for the old man to sleep!
I suppose it’s bad, but people on tv have replaced friends and family. (Being alone most of the time gets old, tiresome, sad, …; and it’s nice to have some sort of contact with people.) (Tis amazing that with billions of people on this planet, lots of people are sitting at home with no one to talk to!) (I wish I knew how to be with people and wasn’t afraid!)
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(5pm) Busy day!
I miss running into Miranda on my lunch walk! (Hopefully she is avoiding me, and is exercising somewhere else!)
I finally called and got D O an appointment with the vet to get her annual shots. (This should be an interesting experience! (Killer kitty meets the vet.))
(8pm) I went through the book on growing smoke and figured out what I need to do cuttings. (If there is money left over after the vet, I will have to go pick up those supplies.)
My sex drive is in another up cycle. (Annoying!)
(10pm) Tiredness!