Maybe I have been down so long it has messed up my perception? (Compared to past times now seems great, but maybe it’s just great compared to my past?)
I had originally planned to play some racquetball at the Club, but I haven’t gotten around to that.
(1pm) A guy who worked for me back in ’80 called this afternoon. (He wanted a letter of reference.) (Pretty weird!) (I tend to think I have no experience at supervising others, but that reminded me that I have done that in the past. (Again, I am repressing my marriage and that experience came during that period of my life, and it has been repressed also.))
(7pm) Sharon stopped by and picked up tapes. (Again we avoided the bedroom.)
(8pm) Miranda called to ask how to spell a word.
She says they had mega fun skiing today. (Good for them!)
(10pm) Tiredness!
Tis sad weekends go so quickly!
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(7am) I suppose I could have gotten laid last nite, but I can’t let her know about the grow room. (Oh well, tis time for me to sleep alone!)
Time to return to the grind!
(5pm) Busy day!
Most of the poetry samples I sent to publishers have come back as undeliverable. (I suppose I should use a newer source of addresses.)
(8pm) My workout went pretty well. (There were more people though and I had to wait a lot. (No big-a-deal!)) (I have noticed my repetitions are going up a little for the first time in ten months. (Mornings just didn’t work out very well as a workout time.)) (I am still not wearing my glasses there. (I suppose I am being silly again, but it lowers the anxiety level and allows me to go.))
(11pm) Time for sleep!
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(5pm) Busy day!
My power went out last nite and I overslept by an hour today.
I mailed the poetry samples back out today to different publishers. (Keep trying!)
(9pm) Erica dropped by for a brew. (Neat!)
(11pm) Pretty strange movie!