It would be nice getting out with friends, but I don’t expect it often. (I can’t afford to go out too often, so it isn’t really an option now.) (I tend to get in the way of others having fun, and I feel guilty about going out with others. (I am dependent on others in social settings, and that can strain relationships.)) (For awhile being around cigs is another problem with going out.) (I am used to being alone and I am content and happy with how things are now.)
My list of things to do if I die spooked Erica. (I do tend to be most comfortable when I have got things lined up ahead of time.) (There are things I would want to happen if I die, and the only way to deal with it is to get it down in writing. (Eventually I will go to a lawyer and get a will drawn up, but I can’t afford that now.))
(11pm) From what Erica says, it sounds like Ashley is overreacting! (If she is that insecure, jealous, spiteful, hateful, …; I feel sorry for Dell! (Who knows though, maybe they will get along and work it out.))
I couldn’t deal with someone who was that jealous again!
I love it that my friends talk a lot! (Tis great!) (I need someone who is a talker and extraverted to balance me out and draw me out!)
A vcr sure has been a great investment!
Tis wonderful having a nice home with lots of good entertainment! (Before I moved here my home was bleak and Spartan!)
Someday I will have to get out to meet more people, but my goal will be to find people to invite over and to do things with. (Spending time with friends is beautiful and precious, and far better than sitting in a bar alone reading the labels on bottles.)
Tis great having some time off from work!
Staying up late is pretty neat too!
I do love writing!
I have to figure a way to get into the Club routine again! (I am doing well about walking to work and at lunch, but I need to get back to walking on the weekends.) (Part of my problem is I can’t go straight from sleep to lifting weights. (It takes me an hour or so to wake up and get ready for that.))
When I was 30, I was on the road over in Billings doing an audit. I was going out drinking every nite and then usually going out to breakfast after the bars closed. I would get up at 7.30am hungover and tired and I would be at work at 8am. (I can’t imagine being able to do that now!)-(I consumed a lot that summer!)-(Twas after that I started losing weight and cut back to not much partying, until I got divorced.) (I am glad I am taking better care of my physical health! (Being a friend to myself and treating myself better is a lot of what I need to learn in order to be a better friend to others!))
I killed off the cake. (Yum!)