I am not expecting that quitting cigs will have an impact on my social life now. (Maybe it will, if I ever get back to going out; but for now it’s just for me.) (I didn’t talk to anyone again today, so it’s actually resulting in less social interaction now.) (My personality is why there are few friends and even fewer lovers in my life, not the cigs!)
The first couple hits of pot the last two nites have caused a lot of coughing! (My lungs don’t know what to think.)
My legs are a bit stiff. (I have about doubled my walking the last few days and I am feeling it.)
(9pm) Tiredness!
(10pm) Erica called. (She has had a real rough week!) (She wanted to borrow the truck again. (Her car is getting worse and she has a lot of driving to do now.))
10-1-88
(6am) A new month to explore! (Neat!)
One advantage of everyone being gone this week is I got through some of the worst of the withdrawal, while everyone was away. (I get pretty grumpy!)-(The way it worked out, I took it all out on my computer at work. (I cussed at it a lot this week!))
None of the seeds have sprouted yet.
(7am) D O is in a silly mood this morning! (Cute!)
(8am) I went through a lot of gum this week!
(11am) I watched "The Princess Bride". (Cute!)
(5pm) Erica stopped in for a bit. (Neat!)
I was lousy company for her though. (Tis probably best I avoid people for a few weeks!)
Erica wanted to know if I was going out for my birthday. (Why?) (I haven’t gone out alone in ages. (Maybe I will get the urge again someday, but I am not even close now.)) (Going out is painful, and I don’t want that on my birthday.)
Tis weird looking in the mirror and seeing white teeth!
The pamphlet I got from the doctor on quitting cigs says it makes sleep harder to find. (Maybe it’s the extra exercise that is making me tired?)
(6pm) I ate four x-tops. (That should wake me up!)
The trees are turning. (Autumn is coming!)-(Nice!)