(8pm) There have been a lot of times I had trouble sleeping. (e.g., while I was married I think it had to do with needing some privacy. (I was either at work, school or with my ex, all day, and that was the only time I could be alone, relax, think, daydream, …. (We would make love and she would drift off to sleep, and then I would lie there awake for hours. (I couldn’t get out of bed, because she would wake up, so I just laid there.)))-(e.g., sometimes I have done drugs that kept sleep away.)-(e.g., emotional storms usually keep me awake. (When they have passed I usually ended up sleeping too much for awhile.)) (Tis frustrating!) (I have moved so often it doesn’t take me long to adapt to new nite sounds; but I can remember some times when it took awhile. (It took my ex longer to adapt to new places than it took me. (Everyone is different!)))
(11pm) Quiet nite of movies. (Nice!)
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(7am) Mr. Happy woke me up at 4am. (I managed to get back to sleep though.) (Annoying!) (I had been having a dream about buying a bar in the basement of a building. (I didn’t go in the way the customers came in. Instead of going through the door, I crawled in through a small tunnel.)
(5pm) Busy day!
Tomorrow the people from Bozeman are delivering the Court’s new software, so I will probably spend most of the day down there.
Beth says she has to leave work at 3pm tomorrow, because she is playing the chicken at Luke’s. (She says they are going to have 10¢ beers and everyone from City Hall is going. (I will pass!))
(6pm) I like "Eros America". (Fun show!)
(8pm) Erica and Gwynn stopped by and I went over and helped them with some of their chores. (Neat!) (I am glad I am still able to deal with being with people during work time.)
Gwynn mostly talked about Carly being mad at her and about school. (Carly would be hard to live with!)
It sounds like Erica is been getting into the party scene. (Good for her!)
I will have to get to a doctor one of these days and get a check up. (Insurance helps, but it still costs some.)
Erica says something is bothering Miranda. (I haven’t seen her on my lunch walk for awhile. (Last she said to me, she was worried about Erica.)-(Maybe she isn’t happy with her situation with Danny? (With all the emotional shit she is going through, he might be pretty dependent and a strain to be with now.)))
I owe a lot of money! (It will be a few years before I get my marriage paid off.) (I am used to being poor and I will have a little money to play with.) (It means no bars or anything else social that costs money though.)