I weighed 160 when I got married in ’73 and stayed between 160 and 180 until ’77, when I started gaining weight and I was 315 by ‘80. (Looking back I think that was an experiment to see if getting fat would help ease my ex’s jealousy. (Like everything else I tried, it did no good.))
(5pm) Busy day!
Erica called. (She says she is having trouble adapting to the new place and hasn’t been sleeping well. (Hopefully she will adapt soon!)
She says Henry has been stopping by a lot. (Transition times are difficult!)
I told the people at work that I skipped volleyball to avoid Sharon and they accepted that.
(7pm) Erica stopped in to borrow the phone. (Neat!)
How is this for a reason for talking about sex a lot: My ex taught me a lot and gave me a lot of practice at sex, and I have studied a lot about it since. Shouldn’t I share that knowledge and experience with others? (Do something that might brighten up other people’s lives.) (Or, how about, since there is none in my life it’s nice to at least talk about it?)
I almost spaced off moving my car this morning. (Street sweeping day is annoying!)
Erica suggested I buy a lite through an ad in "High times". (That is probably the best source, but I am nervous and I need to keep a low profile.) (I will pick up a copy of the magazine, and check out the prices. (I can’t afford to spend too much for one.))
(8pm) I went and picked up a copy of "High times". (On the way back I saw Henry pulling up to Erica’s place. (She may see more of him now than when they lived together.))
For the size lite I need, it will cost $125. (I can manage that.) (Now to figure out where to have it delivered.)
I have sure gotten into shorts the past couple years. (Up until recently I had an obsession with covering my legs all the time, but now I can’t wait to switch into shorts.)
(9pm) Quiet nite. (Nice!)
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(Midnite) Now I am having trouble finding sleep. (Oh well, once I get there I will sleep well!)
(7am) Time for work again.
(5pm) Busy day!
I think it’s probably good I am attracted to extraverted women, because I am not likely to meet introverted one’s.
I still miss Carrie being in my life! (Tis very sad to lose a friend!)-(Especially when it takes me so very long to meet people and build friendships!)-(Tis a very precious part of life to me!)