(7pm) I ran into Miranda on my Noon walk and bs’d with her. (She wasn’t very talkative today though.)
The state finally caught up with me and my wages will be garnished for the next few years. (I will have to make some changes, but I will get by.)-(No more cocaine or going out though.) (It has been nice having more money, but reality had to return!) (I will have a good excuse again for being a hermit.) (I will have to get the grow room equipment now.)
Last nite I sorted through stuff and got better organized. (Maybe I will be able to find stuff now.)
Tis another lousy tv nite, but I have got beautiful music.
(8pm) Dinner is done. (Yeah!)
(9pm) I finished up some more music tapes for others.
I am still going through boxes and sorting stuff out.
Another thing I do more than most people is fall in lust. (Tis constantly happening to me!) (Tis frustrating, but it has taught me that there are more important things to look for in women. (I could be content for life with most women, if lust was the only category; but there are few who I could live with and who would accept me.)) (Maybe part of why I talk about sex and lust a lot is it’s one of the few forms of play I am good at? (I had a great teacher and lots of practice, which, coupled with an overactive sex drive can be a lot of fun!)-(Being good at that doesn’t seem to be a big part of what women look for though. (From what I have seen, being fun to be with out of bed, hard working, self confident, …, have more to do with women’s choices than sex.)))
The new music is sure pleasant!
I very rarely talk about sex or girl watch at work because of the sexual harassment laws and I rarely go out, so when my women friends stop by is my only chance to girl watch anymore. (Tis pleasant for me, but Erica says it bothers them. (I will have to watch more r-rated movies and satisfy those needs that way.))
(10pm) Tiredness!
9-1-88
(7am) A new month to explore. (Neat!)
Logan called yesterday and switched our meeting to today.
(5pm) Busy day!
(8pm) Erica stopped by. (Neat!)
We walked over to her new apartment and I helped her with a couple projects. (Tis a neat space!)