(6pm) Well the pipes are all clean. (Resin sure is harsh to smoke. (It does the job though.))
(7pm) I started clearing out the closet, so I can make it into a grow room.
There isn’t much on tv tonite.
Danny says he is still having trouble with his fish tank. (Something is messing up the ecosystem.)
(9pm) I worked some more on the closet.
Then I got into going through boxes I hadn’t opened in years. (Nice trip down memory lane!)
I will have to get stuff together for another trip to Goodwill. (I have got a bunch of clothes I don’t wear anymore.)
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(5am) Well, I made it up early for the Club again. (Hopefully I am getting back into the groove!)
I have to go to the housing authority and meet with Logan on another grant problem. (I am getting tired of cleaning up other people’s messes! (Tis about all I have done for the last two weeks.))
(7am) Nice workout!
(6pm) Erica stopped by and brought me some new music. (Neat!)
She says she and Henry are getting back to being civil. (Good for them!)
She says he is going to help her financially with the move.
I experience most things more intensely than most people seem to. One advantage of that is I have been forced to find ways to deal with emotional storms and sharing those tools is something I have to offer to others. (I have spent a lot of time in the black! (Tis a place I know all too well and I am just trying to provide clues to others, about how to cope with it and find their way out.)) (Tis a puzzle I handed to myself for this life and a lot of why I am here is to try and figure out how to untangle it.)
Compared to how I ate the first couple years after my divorce, I eat great now. (Back then I ate egg sandwiches with fried potatoes every day, so I would have a little money for the bars.) (Still, I am a lazy cook!) (I take a lot of vitamins to try and compensate, but I suppose it would be better for me to prepare a better menu.) (One bad habit is too much fried food. (Tis easy and tasty, but it’s bad for me.)) (Another may be that I boil the potatoes and carrots forever so they are soft. (I have read that most of the vitamins are lost when doing that.))
Sex is on my mind a lot. (That is another thing I experience more intensely than most people do.) (From my studies it appears that most people spend less than a half-hour a week dealing with sexual needs. For me it’s something that hits several times a day and I spend at least a half-hour a day dealing with that. (And, if there was a woman in my life, it would be several hours a week.)) (Maybe I should stop talking about it though.)