I like helping people, in part, because it’s the only time I seem to be able to be around people anymore. (I am inexperienced with play and have anxiety attacks that disable me then, so I don’t fit in at playtime; but I am good at helping people with work.)
(8pm) Ross stopped by and picked up the tape I made for them. (He was complaining about Carly being on the rag. (That is a part of life and one has to learn to deal with it. (I can deal with that. (The non-stop life long nitemare that living with my ex brought, I couldn’t deal with.)))-(It would be nice to find someone I enjoy being with most of the time. (I can be miserable to be around sometimes. (If she can put up with my bad moments, I can endure and help her through her bad moments.)-(Tis hard for me to get upset with someone who is in pain. (Tis much nicer to give massages and whatever else helps to ease the pain.))))
(9pm) Quiet nite so far. (Nice!)
Dinner is finally done. (I spaced off defrosting the roast yesterday, and it took three hours to cook dinner.)
I will have to get a new book on growing pot and figure out where to buy some grow lites.
I hadn’t cleaned my pipes in a year, so getting them cleaned is one advantage of running out of smoke.
(10pm) Tiredness!
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(6am) D O woke me up twice. (She so seldom wants to be touched, I suppose I should appreciate it when she does come around and wants to be petted.)
(7am) Lazy morning. (I love getting up early enough to take my time and start into the day slowly. (For lots of years I would sleep until the last moment, throw some clothes on and run out the door. (I like this better!)))
The power went out for a minute or so this morning. (Just long enough that now I have got to reset all the clocks. (Annoying!)) (Oh well, if that is the worse thing to happen today, I can’t complain at all!)
(5pm) Busy day!
Lunch with Danny went well. (Free food is always great!) (He wanted to talk about taxes, so I helped him out with his problem.)
Sharon was sitting in her car outside City Hall when I went to lunch. (I waved, but didn’t go over and talk with her.)
I have a tender spot on the back of my head for a couple months. (I figured I had just bashed my head, but it’s still tender.)-(Tis right where my head hits the back of my chair, so maybe that is why.) (With my luck I have got a brain tumor and will die before I ever find a girlfriend.)
Well, back to cleaning pipes.