Ross finally got a newer car. (Good for him!)
They say Gwynn has been on an alcohol and Valium binge. (She still hasn’t gotten her makeup work done to finish last year’s classes.)-(They say she went in late to apply for financial aid and may not get it.)-(She is seeing Pete again.)-(And, she has been spacing off work a lot.)
Tis sure windy and smoky outside tonite. (Pretty scary!) (Ross and Carly say there were planes and helicopters over their place all day, fighting the fire up there.) (They say the well went dry and they don’t have water up there now.)
They say Erica told them today that she was real depressed. (Either she cheered up between then and when she showed up here, or else she just isn’t comfortable talking to me. (Hopefully she cheered up!))
Erica says she talked to Miranda. (Good!)
I hope Erica and Henry can work things out so they can at least be friends!
A lot of time when a person ends a relationship suddenly and abruptly, it’s because there is someone else. (Wait and see what unfolds!)
(9pm) I have been thinking again about eventually going back to school and studying something new. (Change careers and look for some new experiences.) (Oh well, put that idea aside until I can do something about it.)
I am still not into going out alone. (I have done it a few thousand times, but now isn’t the time.) (Hopefully, it will come back around in time.) (Patience!)
Carly wanted to know where Erica’s new place is. (Erica said she didn’t want anyone to know yet, so I told them I didn’t know. (I will let her decide who to tell and when.))
(10pm) Sharon called and bs’d a bit.
Sharon said she thinks I have withdrawn more again this summer, because I never call her anymore. (I have withdrawn more this summer, but that isn’t why I haven’t called her. (I am just not interested in her as a girlfriend, and going on would be pretty pointless. (And, I don’t want to hurt her!))) (She says she is going to the fair today. (I told her I was going with Miranda and Erica. (Hide behind my women friends.))) (Hopefully someday I will find someone I enjoy being with who is interested in more than friendship.)
I am a lazy cook and I think a microwave would fit that bad habit. (The preparation time of the foods I cook is short, but they usually take quite awhile to cook. (On average it takes two hours a nite for dinner to get ready.))
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(8am) D O woke me up. (I think she knows she gets to go out early on the days I sleep until after the sun is up.)