I am enjoying playing with and studying dbase. (I love the days at work when I plug into the computer and the walkman and stay there all day.)-(The ability to focus on detail and data entry stuff is made easier by my phobia.)
I remembered a "Joy of sex" story. (The Philippino woman I worked with at the County told me that the first ten years of her marriage, they had sex two or three times a year. Then a girlfriend of hers gave her that book and their sex life jumped to two to three times a week.) (Someday I will have to pick up the second volume and see what else I can learn.) (I keep trying, in a lot of little ways; to become someone a woman would find desirable.)
According to the newspaper it’s time for KU vs KSU basketball. (Rock chalk Jayhawk!)
Oh yes, I almost burned up my bed the other nite. (Scary!) (Someday I have got to give cigs up!)
(11am) Laundry time again.
I got a nice letter from Samantha. (She is doing well! (Good for her!)) (She tried out for the Sweet Adeline’s and she got the part of singing bass for the group. (Neat!)) (She still likes her job. (She is getting some free schooling and will be getting a raise soon.)) (She says they have got some "wonderful new neighbors." ("About 3am this morning they came home and fought for about an hour. Evidently the woman is fucking around and her beau found out. So you can imagine the names they were calling each other. And, I could hear it all.")) (She says the landlord has been letting the place run down even further, and that it looks like a "pig sty".) (She says Josh and Julia are doing well. (She says Josh got another car and is back into hi speed driving again.)-(She says Josh told her he has finally gotten Caroline out of his system.)) (She says Caroline is pg and is getting married.) (She won a coupon for free rental of eight movies so they had a movie marathon.) (She says it snowed there this week.) (She says she is ready for spring. (Me too!))
(4pm) Well, chores are finally done again. (At least the one’s I don’t space off like cleaning.)
(5pm) I called Sharon to tell her that I got her tax return done. (She is going out tonite with the girls to chase guys. (Good for her!)) (She brought herself to orgasm again while I talked to her.) (Today is the third anniversary of when she moved out on her hubby.)
(6pm) Tis sure getting windy!
I wish I had a separate room for my work. (D O is constantly making a mess out of my work area.)
I hope that someday I learn how to talk! (I think that is what happened at Corky’s last nite. (She was interested in me, but I just couldn’t talk.))
(7pm) As an example of what she thought I should do Beth told me a story about some lawyer who tells everyone he thinks they are the woman he wants to marry. (Then he dumps them as soon as he beds them.) (She says he is a jerk, but at least he is getting laid. (The jerks are far better men than I am!))