Logan stopped by and dropped off the stuff I needed for a grant application I am working on. (Something to do Monday.)
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(2am) Erica, Linda and Miranda stopped by. They took me out to dinner and then we went to the Rhino to tip a few. (Such fun!)
After Erica and Linda split Miranda dragged me over to Corky’s. (That made me nervous! (For quite awhile I wasn’t able to get near the bar, but I eventually bellied up.)-(I still couldn’t deal with interacting with Dell.)-(Oh well, twas a positive step.))
Gwynn was at Corky’s and I bs’d with her for awhile. (Her schedule continues to be hectic and stressful!) (She says she has worked out seven days in a row now. (Amazing!)) (Her old beau (Pete) was there. She hadn’t seen him in about a year, but she seemed to deal with it pretty well.)
Gwynn introduced me to a pretty woman. (I bs’d with her a bit, but I had an anxiety attack and froze up. (Pete started talking to her after I froze up, and they left together.) (Another blown opportunity.)-(I still take rubbers when I go out, but I wonder why.))
After that Miranda ditched me, so I went to the Down Under. (Good music and girl watching!) (Twas pretty quiet there for a Friday nite.) (Betty wore a tight, short silver dress. (Yum!)) (I still couldn’t find the courage to ask anyone to dance.)
Linda is sure a talker! (My kind of woman!) (She is a sweetheart!)
I had eaten four x-tops before they showed up and two more at the Down Under, so I am wired now. (Tis neat how speed lets me drink and keep going all nite.)
After the Down Under I treated myself to breakfast at 4b’s.
Twas a wonderful nite!
I finally got Alex Comfort's book "The joy of sex". (Neat
book!) (A professional trained me, and even I got some new ideas from it.)
I still haven’t opened that bottle of champagne I swiped in LA. (It isn’t one of my favorite spirits.)-(Eventually there will be an appropriate moment.)
When I can afford to I would like to get Eric Clapton’s "Crossroads". (He is good and he has told a lot of stories about crossroads.)
(10am) I am beginning to feel human. (It had been a long time since I have had a hangover. (Twas worth it though!))
One of the problems with sex during my marriage was the communication was limited. (I constantly had to watch what I said. (e.g., there were things she did that I didn’t like, but I never told her, for fear of being attacked.)) (There are things Sharon doesn’t do that I like, but I don’t ask her to do them. (The experience with my ex still rules there, and I am not communicating verbally. (I will have to overcome that before I will be a truly good lover.)))