She says Henry is looking for a day job and she isn’t looking forward to it. (She likes the private time working different shifts provides.) (I had a lot of fun when I worked graveyard shift in Denver! (Twas amazing to discover how many parties get started at 7am.)-(Twas also nice to be able to take off after work and hit the ski slopes.))
It sounds like she had a fun weekend again. (Good for her!)
I have been experimenting at work with using a modem to transfer data. (That is the only way I have found to get data off of the old computer and onto the new one.) (Tis fun learning new skills!)
All the politics at work is amusing!
The Police Chief was telling me about a hobo jungle just east of town. (It sounds like they invest a lot of time into coping with the transient / homeless populations.) (Our system of laws does seem to be obsessed with protecting the rich and keeping the poor out of sight and mind.)
(11pm) Wonderful nite! (Nice!)
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(6am) I don’t know why I don’t have a problem with flying. (Oh well, I have got my phobic reaction to women and that is enough for me to be afraid of.)-(Just like people who are afraid to fly have to overcome it by flying, I have got to spend time with women someday to overcome my fear of them.)-(I would trade fear of women for fear of flying any day!)
I wonder how Gwynn is doing? (I haven’t seen her in a couple months now.)
I still can’t get into going to Corky’s. (I am still pissed at Dell for saying things that hurt Erica. (I guess that is another way I am a small person.)-(Erica has forgiven him, so I should just forget it.)) (Oh well, Corky’s is filled with sad people and it isn’t a good place to go to work on being happy.)
(7am) I used to love MTV, but lately I find myself watching VH1 more often. (I suppose that is another sign of getting older.)
The weather channel says it’s going to be raining in LA. (No big-a-deal!)-(Either I will be sitting in a hotel room waiting to hear from Carrie, or we will be sitting in a bar bs’ing.)
Erica was a bit upset that I am taking computer classes instead of one’s where I am more likely to meet some women. (I need to improve those skills and I need work related classes to maintain my CPA permit to practice.)-(The point of these classes is work, not therapy.) (Also, as a member of the drug culture, I need to find ways to work on my phobia with my own kind; not with people who would attack me if they found out whom I really am. (I need to find positive experiences for the therapy to work.))
I still don’t trust Carly. (If she offered, I would do her, but I don’t think I would want to do shrooms with her. (She likes to play head games too much, to let her close at a time of vulnerability like that.))