I still think D O is so anxious to get outside because she wants to get laid. (I suppose I am projecting my own craving to go out and get my dick wet.)
Lauren seems to be avoiding me lately. (She makes me nervous and I suppose she has picked up on that.) (Maybe I have stared too often and offended her? (I try to be subtle about girl watching, but I do love that pass time and she is a very attractive woman!))
(9am) Tis laundry time again. (Such fun!)
I think I will check out the hotel bar tonite.
Tis a beautiful day!
From what Erica says, I think I would like to vacation in Jamaica someday. (I would have to hire someone to go along and teach me how to have fun.)-(Maybe someday I will be able to afford a holiday?)
(10am) I went through the cable guide and picked out movies to tape in March. (Mostly I picked r-rated one’s for my therapy.)
Oh yes, I had a meeting with my boss and the Court earlier this week about their computers. (The Judge told me he was going to be nice about it and he was. (Relief!)) (The next day the Judge stopped by my office and said he thinks I need to learn to be a fighter. (I thought I was. (I just approach it differently.))-(I don’t fight when I am mad and I think what he meant was to get mad and fight forcefully.)-(There is more that can be accomplished by not fighting when mad and doing it in subtle ways.)-(Tis sort of like using oriental martial arts in the verbal and non-verbal arena of communication.))
I do enjoy getting hi before flying. (My favorite parts of flying are takeoffs and landings.) (The one time I was in a small plane the pilot let me fly from Helena to Billings. (That was a lot of fun!))
Even if Carly was interested in doing me, I don’t fit into her schedule. (It sounds like her flings happen while Ross is off at work and I work the same days and hours as he does.) (It would be nice to find some more fuck buddies, but I doubt that she will be one of them.)
I am glad I gave up underwear last year! (Much nicer!) (That is another good idea I got from my women friends. (They have taught me a lot!))
(1pm) Erica called earlier to say she couldn’t drive me to the airport. I walked across the alley and asked Gwynn, but she is busy too. Ross and Carly are free and they are going to give me a ride out there.
I walked up through Greenough Park with them and we had a nice chat.
Carly says she is planning a surprise birthday party for Gwynn.
Carly thinks Gwynn’s problem with dates is she talks about herself too much, rather than interacting and finding out about him. (I tend to do that too. (It turns women off!))
(2pm) I picked up some new music with the gift certificate Erica gave me. (Nice!)