(Noon) Nice massage!
From what my boss said, it was my friends at the County who convinced him to hire me.
(2pm) Nice walk!
The City will pay for work related school, so I can experiment with some computer classes at the VoTech.
Having a job changes a lot of things! (Start putting down some roots!)
From what my boss said, it sounds like the City has a great health plan. (Neat!) (It would be nice to get my teeth cleaned!)
(7pm) Erica stopped by for a visit. (Neat!)
It sounds like she has been having lots of fun!
I suppose it would be healthier to have a blend of social and alone time. (How does one find the middle ground? (I always seem to end up out on edges.))
There wasn't much more the shrink could do. (I understand the problem and I know what needs to be done to overcome it.)
Even with a job, I will have time to help others. (I need that! (It makes me feel good.))
I haven't gone to as many movies or rented as many, since I got movie channels on cable tv. (I think that will come back, just like the reading, when it's time.) (I seem to go through cycles with a lot of things.)
(11pm) Quiet nite. (Nice!)
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(7am) I don't think I will work much on my phobias until spring, besides going to work at the City and going to classes. (First I will need to deal with the anxiety those new activities produce. (Going from six to eight hours a week around others to 50 hours a week around others is going to be a giant step and a lot of pain.))
My plan now is to work for the City for at least three years, and try to focus on my phobias. (That is the most important thing for me to work on now and, hopefully I can break them down by the time I am 40. (After that is dealt with, I will worry about money and the other problems.))
I watched "Mona Lisa". (It reminded me of when I met my ex in Denver and her ex put a contract out on me.)
(8am) I am going to miss the lack of structure in my life. (It has been nice to let my mind choose its own course and projects, to have time for big typing projects (It would have taken years to do all this with only nites and weekends available to me.), and to be able to take breaks when my energy is low.)