I don't know why I watch horror flicks. (I close my eyes or leave the room during the scary parts; but I still enjoy them now and then.)
When I use the term physical intimacy I am not specifically referring to sex. (There are all sorts of degrees to physical intimacy, just like with emotional intimacy.) (I have read that one problem a lot of people have is connecting physical intimacy as the equivalent to sex. (Touching doesn't mean one has to go to bed with the person.))
There is one music bar downtown (Luke’s) which has a few more older people, but I have kind of avoided it. (My excuse has been that it's crowded and it’s hard to find a place to sit; but I am probably just avoiding women who might be interested.) (That was the bar Samantha liked most when she was here.) (Oh well, keep hiding out among the kids for now.)
I am still sending out resumes but there aren't many jobs being advertised lately. (And, there is a long line of people waiting for each one that comes open.)
I am still waiting to hear from the County about doing some more work for them now. (I could sure use the money.)
I have come across a lot of bits and pieces in the news the past couple of years that seems to say that women often aren’t attracted to sensitive men, and that they are wanting men to move back towards being more macho again. (That fits my experience.) (I don't think that is fair though. (Women have demanded and begun to receive the right to express their masculine aspects, and I think that is good.)-(The other part of the problem is that men haven't been allowed to express their feminine aspects. (Without changing both sides of the coin, there will be no lasting and healthy changes.))) (I can understand at least part of the why though. (The part of us that has the most influence in choosing who we are interested in sexually is the Child. It responds to the conditioning and role models we were exposed to in our youth; and that wasn't likely to be a man who was trying to break out of the traditional mold.)) (Oh well, I will keep doing what I feel is right for me.)
One similarity between me and the Valentinos of the world is that we are only comfortable with one form of intimacy.
(3pm) Nice workout.
(6pm) Nice sun tanning session.
(10pm) Quiet nite. (Nice.)