I still think the only way I am likely to make a lot of money is to find a partner who is good at sales. (I have knowledge and skills and the willingness to work; but I am not a salesman.)
6-19-87
(Midnite) Quiet nite. (Nice.)
(7am) Maybe the reason I am obsessed with meeting women in bars, when I have money, is so I will be drunk and incapable of sex when I meet them?
(3pm) Nice workout.
(5pm) Nice sun tanning session.
(10pm) Quiet nite. (Nice.)
6-20-87
(8am) According to today's Dear Abby, almost everyone who drinks is an alcoholic. (I am tired of our society's obsession with creating good workers.)
(Noon) My dad loaned me a little money, so it's laundry time again.
(4pm) Nice sun tanning session.
(10pm) Quiet evening. (Nice.)
I ate four x-tops and a bite of shrooms, and I am going to go check out Hubcaps.
6-21-87
(2am) The music and girl watching were a pleasure! (That was fun!)
Happy father's day to me. (Ha!)
(11am) I caught up with all my pen pals. (Neat.)
I got a letter from Hunter. (He is doing well.) (He says he has stopped by Carrie's apartment twice, but she was out and about.) (He doesn't like where he is at now much, but they will be moving him again in a couple of months.)
I would guess I gave up dancing because it's a sexual game. (I danced a bunch in the past, but mostly it was with women whose beaus didn't like to dance. (Twas dancing for the dance, with no sexual aspect, and safe.)-(And, it didn't waste anyone's time.))
My dad still thinks it's great that I am a hermit and celibate. (?) (I am like him in some ways. (e.g., drinking alone usually, workaholic, father who only gives money, ….))
I crushed up some pot seeds, so I have a little buzz going today.