(3pm) Nice sun tanning session.
(4pm) Nice walk.
(8pm) I suppose spending almost five years now telling everyone I am in love with someone who will never be a lover, let alone a girlfriend; should make it obvious I can't deal with sexuality. (Oh well.)
(11pm) Quiet nite. (Nice.)
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(8am) Saturday I ran out of the pot Erica gave me on Wednesday (I remembered another dream last nite. (This one requires some background. (My best friend in Kansas was Bob. (His dad was in the Navy during WW II, and was in Nagasaki soon after we nuked it. As a result of the radiation exposure, he got cancer and died fairly young. As a result, Bob ended up managing the family's toy store.)) (In the dream I was in the toy store pushing around an office chair and picking out books on accounting and putting them on the chair. Bob tried to get me to take some games, but I just got a bunch of books and left.)
(3pm) Nice workout.
(5pm) Nice sun tanning session.
(11pm) Erica stopped by, visited, gave me some fruit, and got me hi. (Nice!)
Sharon called and bs'd tonite. (Her back is finally getting better, and she is back to work again. (She still may have to have an operation, but hopefully therapy will be enough.)) (She says she got pissed at me for not spending the nite, the last time I saw her. (Oh well.)) (She says her divorce is on hold because her lawyer met a woman and married her four weeks later. (So now he is busy being "in love", and isn't taking care of business.)-(Four weeks is far too short, in my estimation. (Maybe after four years.)) (She buys the line about not going out because I am broke. (There seem to be a lot of people who buy that one.)-(I suppose part of why she says that is that she has no competition for my time as long as I am a hermit.)) (She says she is going to drop by one of these days.)
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(8am) I sometimes wish I had been patient and waited for my relationship with Nicole to grow. (I was obsessed with getting married and she wasn't, so I moved on. (Oh well, it has been an interesting journey, and I can't complain about my own choices.)
I sent Samantha a copy of my music list, so she can let me know which one’s she would like taped for her birthday present. (I do love giving!)
According to the newspaper, the male:female ratio in the NY City bars has gone from 1:1 to 2:1, as a result of Aids fears. (That is sad.)
(9am) The article in the new "Psychology Today" on how relationships break up sounds familiar.