(10am) I got a letter from Hunter today. (He isn’t completely happy with the Coast Guard (or they with him), but he thinks it's mostly a good experience for him.) (He says he is being celibate, mostly.) (They are transferring him to southern California in a month or so, so he is going to stop in and visit Carrie.)
(1pm) Well, I finished the last of the tax books I had to read. (I sure have been churning through this pile of work lately, and being productive! (Neat.))
(3pm) Nice workout.
(6pm) I went down to the park and worked on my tan some more. (That was sure pleasant.)
(10pm) Erica stopped by for a visit, and brought me a couple new albums to tape. (Neat!)
Although there are parts of life I have given up now, to be in hermitage, there are lots of new parts that I am discovering!
Erica still thinks I should continue on with Sharon, until she ends it. (I still think she is looking for more; but I have been honest and she is a big girl, so I will continue on. (The loving is a real nice change from Rosie, and it has helped me to be happier.))
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(Midnite) The new music is pretty.
Nice nite.
(9am) Coincidence: Sharon is an Aquarian. (So are my ex and Erica.) (I do seem to be drawn to that sign.)
I wonder if I will ever get real comfortable with f'ing around? (Maybe I will get lucky and find someone to work out a long-term relationship with, so I don't have to worry about it; but I still don't think I am ready for her, and love takes time!) (It will be interesting to see what new experiences the future holds for me!) (I love giving pleasure and receiving it; but I have to stop worrying about hurting women, before I am going to become real comfortable with f'ing around. (I suppose that is another way I am immature.)) (A love life, of any kind, is good for me. (Unless I catch something the doctor can't take care of.) (I need to find ways to keep at least a little loving in my life!))
I feel that this holiday I have been on the last few months has been good for me, and I have used the time constructively; but I hope a job comes along soon! (As it is, it will take me a couple years to catch up on the bills that have gone unpaid, because of being unemployed; and it's time to start getting it paid off!)
(11pm) Laundry time again.
(4pm) I climbed up to the M this afternoon. (I made it up a lot faster than when I went with Sharon, but I still had to stop a lot.) (Good workout.)
(10pm) Quiet nite. (Nice.)