(9am) I managed to collect a dousy of a bruise along my pelvic bone! (That is one problem with long-term celibacy.) (Oh well, it was worth it!)
Oh yes, Sharon didn't believe I had been celibate for so long. (She wanted to know about the twenty or thirty lovers in the last five years.) (Oh well.)
(1pm) Erica stopped by on her lunch hour and said hi. (Nice.)
Perceptions from last nite:
1. She is another Aquarian. (I seem to get involved with a lot of women who were born under that sign.)
2. I was taping some Bob Seger for Miranda while Sharon and I were visiting, and "We have got tonight" was playing when she jumped me. (That song fit the moment.)
3. I got a bit of fun from my new habit of not wearing underwear. (She was doing a lot of exploring, trying to find them; and finally asked where they were. I told her I don't wear them, but that she could go on looking. (She did.))
4. She taught me a couple of new things. (Neat.)
5. I have had other lovers who wouldn't go down on me, but she is the first who didn't want me to eat her pussy.
6. It showed that my problem isn't with sex itself. (My ex taught me well!)
7. Why do women want to know what I am thinking while we are fucking? (At that point in time, I am not "thinking" at all.)-(I am doing two things then:
a. Focusing in on the sensations of the moment and enjoying them. (Loving comes so seldom to my life, I want to enjoy every sensation that the moment has to offer!) (I love touching!)
b. Paying attention to all the cues the woman is sending to me about what she wants and how she wants it. (I think I am a good lover because I love touching and want to return as much pleasure as I receive.) (My ex taught me a lot and gave me lots of practice; but each new lover requires learning new things and new ways!)
8. Being in shape does make sex a lot nicer, gives the potential for more variations, and greater stamina. (Neat.)
The business ad I put in the paper was sure a waste of money. ($255 and not one dime in business.)
I am still glad I quit that one job here. (I was expected to commit more felonies in a year there than most people commit in a lifetime.)
This week the weather has been springish again. (Nice!)
(5pm) Well, laundry is done for another week.
(9pm) Quiet nite of tv. (Nice.)
I ate four x-tops and I am going to walk down to Hubcaps and check out the Paul de Lay band. (There is no cover charge, so it's a cheap thrill.)
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(3am) The music and girl watching were great at Hubcaps. (Nice nite.)