I wonder how long celibacy will last this time? (I wonder how much of this has to do with proving to myself that my ex was wrong about me not being able to keep my pants on? (One would think that the point was proved long ago, if that is it.))
(3pm) I should get moving here soon. (I am getting started slowly today. (Oh well, I needed a lazy day.))
(8pm) I never did get motivated today.
I am tired, but I should go out. (Take five more x-tops, and get the old body warmed up again.)
Tis sure nice living downtown. (Go out, get drunk, and then stumble home.)
(9pm) Erica also suggested the bar at the Sheraton, so I will go see what that is like.
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(1am) I went down to the Sheraton for three sets. (Tis pretty nice (older crowd, good music, and nice girl watching), but it's the most expensive bar I have found so far in Missoula.) (So far I seem to like Hubcaps best, of the bars I have explored.)
On the way home I stopped in 4-B's for some breakfast.
I have sure gone through the money this week. (Time to slow down a bit.)
When I sit at the bar and try to figure out what I am supposed to be doing to chase women, I am still totally confused, and end up doing nothing. (At least now I am mostly happy when I am out and about, instead of frustrated and depressed.)
Erica loaned me some "Penthouse" magazines to check out. Two things I noticed in the stories in the Forum section are:
1. The women usually make the first move.
2. In a lot of them, the playtime happened because the guy read the woman's non-verbal come on and knew how to react.
(2am) I enjoyed visiting with the women in Wallace. (I can't seem to help but try to build friendships with the women who come into my life.)
Maybe next weekend I will check out Luke’s and The Down Under again? (Then again, that is a long ways off and who knows what, if anything, I will be into.)
(2pm) I sure slept a long time. (I guess I was tired.)
Now I had better get dressed and get to work.
(6pm) Time for a break.
(11pm) Enough work for today.
Maybe I should go bar hopping on St Paddy’s day? (There are a lot of bars downtown I haven't checked out yet and that might be a good nite for it.)