The speed makes me really horny. (Rosie is a lot of fun; but that still doesn't solve the problem of how to get someone from hello to the bedroom.)
Hunter says the trick with women is to say and do whatever it takes to get them into bed, and then find out later whether you like them or not. (Start with lovers and then look for friends.) (That still doesn't solve the problem of what women actually want to hear.)
If I get another job in public accounting, my dad is right about not going to the bars broke. (In that business I have to convince others that I am good with money; and I can't do that broke. (With jobs like that, one is always on stage.))
I am tired tonite. (I didn't sleep much or well last nite.) (I enjoy doing speed here and playing with myself, but it's hard on the system.) (I had thought it might be a way to be more aggressive at the bar, but all it does is make me hornier. (I still don't know what to say or do, and just end up getting frustrated and obnoxious. (Oh well, it’s fun for alone.)))
11-20-86
(Midnite) Tiredness.
(Noon) I slept for eleven hours.
(2pm) Erica dropped by and said hi. (Friends are neat.)
Two weeks without cigs. (I still can't deal with being around smokers though.)
I am trying to read the new tax law, but it's going slowly.
I suppose I should type up a resume one of these days.
(6pm) Nice walk.
I haven't had a headache since I quit cigs. (Nice.)
I started some more poems the other nite. (Neat.)
(11pm) Tonite I am watching tv and getting drunk.
This week I gained three pounds.
Two weeks without a cig. (Yeah.) (I have to stop pigging out though. (And, cut back on pot consumption.))