10-26-86
(2am) Quiet nite of reading.
I am still lost as to how I am supposed to change my eyes.
(8am) Quotes:
John Grinder and
Richard Bandler, "Trance
formations"-"Matching someone's breathing with anything in your behavior …
has a very powerful impact."
"If you phrase any suggestion with a negative in front of it, that will happen."
(3pm) Josh and Julia stopped by and bs'd for a few hours today. (It sounds like they had a great trip up to Glacier. (I will have to get up there some day.)) (Julia is going to school and doing pretty well, and Josh is pretty much just hanging out.) (They have lost some weight.) (Julia quit cigs and is trying to get Josh to quit too.) (They both gave me shit about still not having a girlfriend. (First I have to figure out how to get a date. (Among other things.))) (It sure was nice seeing them!) (I am glad all seems pretty good with them!)
Note from the ozone: I wonder if the power of sexual bonding is related to it happening in an altered state?
Erica stopped by while they were here and visited for awhile too.
Nice afternoon.
(6pm) Nice walk.
I think Julia has been good for Josh.
10-27-86
(3am) Quiet nite of reading and tv.
(Noon) Nice workout.
(5pm) Nice walk.
One way I am incongruent is insisting on starting with friendship, and then being too afraid of losing a friend to make the first moves.
Another probably is that I would prefer to spend time with a friend than get laid by a stranger.
The books I have been reading this past week have some interesting things on communication, but still don't say anything about how to pull off a seduction.
I wonder how else I am being incongruent? (That probably ties back into the thing about my eyes being wrong.)
Well, back to studying. (Maybe someday I will be good enough for women.)