9-25-86
(6pm) Well, one more day of employment.
9-27
(3am) I went to Trails End after work tonite with a couple guys I have been working with, shot pool, and bs'd.
Then to the Top Hat for much dancing. (I was even pretty frisky with one woman
I danced with. (But I can't even remember what she looks like. (Reminds me of a bit in one
of Richard Brautigan's books. He wakes up and writes a
poem about the nite before, about the woman who was interested but told him to come back
when he wasn't f'ed up, and about not remembering where he had been so he could go
back.)))
On the way home I stopped in Corky's. (I ran into Erica and Gwynn there. (I was going to go to a party after the bar closed with them; but I rode with Gwynn and she couldn't remember the address. (Oh well, it was fun running around town bs'ing with her.)))
(10am) Now I feel like shit.
(11am) Laundry time again.
I suppose I could talk to people about business. (I know a lot about that, but it seems to bore a lot of people. (And, after work, I would just as soon forget about it.))
Maybe it would help to stop comparing women to Erica and Carrie, but they are the two neatest people I know and much fun to be with. (They are different in a lot of ways; but they are both attractive, intelligent, independent, caring, hard working, and hard playing women. (I think those are good qualities to look for in women friends and lovers.))
I wonder if begging would work in getting laid?
(Noon) I thought I was very relaxed last nite at the Top Hat and I had a great time; but I wasn’t in any shape to please a woman, if I had gotten "lucky". (I have either got to find a way to get that relaxed without getting so f'ed up, or else find a way to get that f'ed up and not be on the verge of passing out.)
(2pm) The trees are sure turning pretty colors. (I do enjoy the autumn!)
9-28-86
(1am) I watched tv until ten.
I wandered downtown to the Top Hat. (Tis starting to turn back into a zoo, since the college kids have gotten back. (Oh well, I found a quiet corner and enjoyed the music and girl watching.))
On the way home I stopped by Corky's for a brew and said hi to Dell, Lisa, Gwynn, and Jeremy.