(11am) Dell suggested that if I am not finding women who will go out with me, maybe I am looking in the wrong places. (That has been suggested many times.) (I go to the places I enjoy going. (Going where I don't want to go seems silly. (e.g., there are a lot of women to be met at church, but I am not a Christian and I enjoy partying, so what would be the point of meeting women who I wouldn't get along with?))) (Part of the problem is I don't really fit in with the partiers either, as I just don't consume that much.) (Oh well, I am different and I don't quite fit in anywhere.) (Maybe it would help if I had enough endurance to make it to all nite parties, as that is where a lot of the interaction occurs, but by the time the bars close, I am ready for sleep.)
(9pm) Quiet nite of studying. (Such a wild and crazy fellow.)
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(7pm) I am sitting in Flippers waiting for Erica to get off work and I am pretty much bored.
I went to an interesting seminar today about accountants redefining their roles and the ways they relate to the public.
Oh yes, I have the high score now on the sex part of the Video Trivia game. (Amazing.)
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(8am) I went down to Corky's last nite with Erica, after she got off work. (Very nice evening.)-(My favorite part of life is being with her.)
Pot has its problems, but it does help me to break away from being analytical, some what. (Sex is the best way to turn work off that I have found so far, but that isn’t an option that is available to me now.)
One married woman at Corky's last nite kept winking at me whenever Erica wandered off. (?)
(9pm) I went down to Flippers after work again, and partied a bit with Erica after she got off work. (Nice!)
Note from the ozone: One advantage of being alone is that it gives me time to learn to be happy with myself? (And to write.)
One thing I got out of the seminar this week is that I need to improve my computer skills.
I stopped by the office today, after the seminar let out, and my boss started to jump my shit about not calling in at lunchtime. (I turned it around and spent an hour telling him what a shitty manager he is, and how, if they don't make some radical changes, they are going to end up in bankruptcy. (I have felt uneasy about their management style and investments for a long time, but it took reading a stack of books on management and these seminars to get to where I accepted that my feeling was right.)-(Twas nice getting that off my shoulders!)-(Another thing they taught us at the seminar was that you have to overcome your fear of losing your job, and be honest.))