One of the Belgrade crew showed up at six last nite. (We decided it was time for a road trip to Wallace.) (This time to the Oasis (Looks about the same as the first one I went to.), and her name was Deserea. (A natural blond and built about like Kate. (Then again maybe she wasn't naturally blond. (I can be pretty naive about such things. (e.g., I was married to my ex for one and a half years before I knew she wasn't a redhead.))))) (The rates are $20 for a straight f, $30 for half-and-half, $40 for 69, $50 for a half-hour, $65 for a bubble bath, and $100 for an hour.) (I got my state tax refund check Thursday, but I still have to watch my budget, so I went for half-and-half.) (It wasn't enough time to even get warmed up, it still lacks my favorite parts of sex, rubbers are blasé, it was a six-hour trip, and she gave lousy head. (None the less, she was better than Rosie, by a country mile!)) (It may not be "right" to go there, but it's my only source of sex, and I deserve a little loving.) (Oh yes, she commented that they weren't allowed to drink, because the men would have to carry them back to the rooms before the shift was half over. (Being a hooker wouldn't do much for one's self esteem.)) (She said the best deal in town was to go for half-and-half, then to the bar, then half-and-half again, and so on until one is satisfied. (I will have to try that someday, if I ever get that much money.)) (Wallace sure was busy. (Tis nice to know I am far from the only guy who turns to the ladies of the nite for some comfort.))
Then we bar hopped back to downtown Missoula. (Lots of girl watching.)
Women have told me this fellow is a "dog", to use one of the kinder phrases; but he has a lot more active sex life than I do? (What does that make me?)
Oh yes, another part of the debate Erica and I have been having about making first moves is what is chauvinistic. I say a woman having to be told who she is going to be with is chauvinistic, and she says it isn't. (She says it excites her.) (I give women my phone number, and tell them to call me if they would like to go out sometime. (That way, I have told them that I am interested, and leave it up to them to chose whether they want to spend any more time with me.)-(So far it's a total failure, but that doesn't mean it isn’t a non-chauvinist approach.)) (I can't claim to being out of that mold though, because there is probably nothing more chauvinistic than going to Wallace. (Tis just so nice to get laid now and then.)) (Although my way hasn't brought any dates or lovers, it has brought me a lot of wonderful times with the most desirable women I have met!)
(2pm) Erica stopped by for a visit. (She brought me some chili. (She is so sweet.)) (We seem to argue a lot, but I seldom get mad at her. (And, when I do, it passes quickly.)) (She is a good friend.)
I visited with one of the guys in the Colter Band last nite about Carrie. (We decided the secret to loving her is to accept that she is going to do whatever she wants to do.) (He has a vision of her lying around on the beach in a French bikini, breaking all the guys’ hearts. (I can see it.))
4-20-86
(11am) I partied again yesterday with the fellow from Belgrade.
We started bar hopping at three in the afternoon, and kept at it until three in the morning.