I finished another letter to Erica tonite, and then I turned on the radio. (Joel's tune "Tell her about it" was playing. (Tis probably a totally hopeless cause, but I keep telling Erica about it all.))
(11pm) Despite the active sex life I had while I was married, I think I talk more openly now with my women friends about sexuality than I did with my ex.
4-30-85
(8am) I messed up my knee somehow. (Boo.)
Hunter spent the last two nites with Carrie. (Good for them.) (He invited her over for dinner last nite. (Twas nice seeing her.))
(5pm) Beautiful day.
I have a seminar to go to in Billings tomorrow, so I drove over this afternoon. (Now I am hanging out in downtown Billings, and doing some girl watching.)
I got a confirmation today on my seminar in Missoula.
I also got a letter from Erica. (She is still doing well.)
Notes from the ozone:
1. The more I think about it the more I am convinced that we are all fellow students.
2. Too many people take the easy route of dogma, rather than continuing the evolutionary process of pursuing understanding.
(8pm) Dinner was good. (One advantage of going to seminars is that I get a nite away from my own cooking.)
5-1-85
(Midnite) I am a bit afraid of going to sleep. (The last time I spent the nite in Billings I had a dousy of a nitemare.)
I went downstairs to the hotel bar for a bit. (That was nice.) (I worked on smiling and being a bit more open. (Practice.))
(7am) No nitemare. (Relief.)
(5pm) The drive back home was fun.
(10pm) Quiet evening.
Quote:
D.H. Lawrence-"The woman was the symbol for that
further life which comprised religion and love and morality. The men place in her hands
their own conscience!"