I think, with my current personality and attitudes, the only way I am going to get laid is for money, or out of pity.
(11am) Hunter said last nite that he has two choices now. Either he can be Carrie's lover, or never see her again. (I told him he had a third choice. (He can be her friend.)) (Tis sad, but too often losing a lover also means losing a friend.)
(7pm) I got another rejection notice on my book today.
Hunter called around five. He asked if I knew the way to the Zoe's house, so I could get to the party, and I told him no. Then he said that there are lots of women, shrooms, and booze, and to get over there right away. Then he hangs up. (Earth to Hunter. Where does Zoe live?)
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(5am) Well, Hunter never called back. (I guess they were having too much fun, and spaced me off. (Oh well.))
(8am) Quotes:
George Burns-"Failing once in awhile builds
character."
"There's a ton of talk today about sex. But there is a silence about the real important part of sex, our failures and our feelings; that's just as bad as the silence about sex of the prudish Victorians we laugh at so."
Jess Lair-"In the world of loving, sex is the
great glue - but sex is also the great dynamite. Sex is beautiful and gross and ugly. Sex
is so hard to cope with because it is so powerful. But sex has to be so powerful to break
down the walls that you and I put up around ourselves so two very separated people can be
united."
Ashley Montagu-"There's no relationship between
the costume and the thing that's inside."
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(Noon) Quotes:
Jess Lair-"You simply go out and find the people
you have this mutuality with."
"When we choose escapes, we choose death."
Well, I am finally caught up on yesterday's notes.
The rest of yesterday I spend reading and thinking.
Today has been pretty blasé so far.
(6pm) Quotes:
Jess Lair-"What we are talking about fitting is
souls, not just bodies; but the way the other body fits and feels a part of your own body
tells you something about the soul fit, too."
(10pm) I had to go help teach a class on budgeting for work tonite. (Boring.)
After that I walked over to the ice cream parlor for a cone, and ran into a couple women I know. (They are going to Vegas to shoot in a pool tournament. (That sounds like fun.))