2-16-00
(5am) I had my recurring dream again where I am still married and not having sex. (This time I was going to Utah for a job interview.)
2-18-00
(9pm) I didn’t make it to the Club this week, and I ate way too much junk food. (Oh well, I am still doing well at avoiding cigs.)
I finished editing and converting "Doorways" to web pages. (Neat!)
2-19-00
(4am) I remembered another dream. (In this one I am living in a small slum apartment with my dad, my sister, and a young woman. The rest of the tenants seemed young, and it seemed to be a college neighborhood.)
2-20-00
(9pm) I drove over to Bozeman and did Carrie’s taxes and visited with her. (Twas nice getting out on the road again!)
One down side of working on the web site is that my phobia has gotten worse. (I will have to try and work on spending some time around people and working on that, after the web site is up and running.)
2-25-00
(6pm) I screwed up in naming files, and had to go back through a couple thousand pages and redo file names. (How annoying!)
I worked out Tuesday through Friday again. (Get back into the grove!)
I am still eating too much chocolate, cookies and chips. (I haven’t gained any weight since I quit cigs, but I need to get back on my diet and lose another 20 pounds.)
I gave up the patch on Wednesday and seem to be doing ok without nicotine. (I have been weaker and I am sleeping more. (I am guessing it is because of nicotine withdrawal.))
2-26-00
(Midnite) Erica stopped by for a few hours. (Twas nice spending time with someone for a change!)
3-1-00
(9pm) Erica stopped for a few hours. (Mostly she worked on the internet, but we had a nice visit.)