8-4-93
(7am) Erica stopped by and bs’d awhile. (Neat!)
(5pm) Bryan left me a note saying he had found an apartment. (The rest of his stuff is gone.)
8-10-93
(9am) Carrie called and bs’d awhile. (She partied too much in Miles City and is paying for it now.) (She has a new beau and they are talking marriage.) (She chewed me out again and told me to start getting out. (Yeah, it’s time.))
8-14-93
(2pm) Laundry time again. (It occurred to me that laundromats are the current equivalent to gathering on the riverbank to do laundry.) (We need more ways where we can gather together for communal activities, and reverse our increasing levels of isolation.)
8-16-93
(8pm) Note from the ozone: If we have evolved culturally to the point where hi levels of testosterone are counterproductive (e.g., war, murder, rape, …), would it be right to try and artificially lower it, or do we wait for evolution to make that adjustment? (My guess is we have to wait for nature to deal with that.) (Although we can no longer afford to make war, if the human race is to survive; maybe it’s just the romantic in me that longs to wave a wand or inject a drug that will reduce the potential for war.) (One major problem with the idea is that everyone in the world would have to agree to participate and that isn’t realistic.)-(It would reduce sexuality and that isn’t a good idea.) (Maybe we just need to balance it with estrogen? (Back to my thought that the solution is to get to where men and women are equally represented throughout every level of every organization in the world.))
Since my divorce, most of my sexual encounters haven’t resulted in me having an orgasm. (I enjoy giving women pleasure and try to hold off my orgasm so I can please them more.) (It just occurred to me that maybe my unconscious is involved and, in part, I am avoiding orgasm to avoid giving women power over me. (?))
8-17-93
(5pm) Miranda stopped by and borrowed my vacuum. (Tis sad her basement flooded! (What a drag!))
(9pm) Erica stopped by. (Neat!)
I guess I am getting old, but I had been waiting on someone to stop by who would hold the ladder for me while I changed the lite in the stairwell. (Tis time to go ahead and risk the fall in order to get lite in the stairwell.)