8-31-92
(7am) I dreamt that my leg was cut off. (Weird!)
(8pm) Erica stopped by to visit. (Neat!)
I am not doing well at anything! (My weight is back to where it was when I got divorced.) (My psychological condition seems to be deteriorating too.)
9-3-92
(9pm) Erica stopped by and we went out to eat and then stopped by the Rhino. (Neat!)
I did pretty well, for me. (Everybody else probably thought I did badly, but I was happy I was able to do as well as I did.)
9-4-92
(11pm) I went out bar hopping with Erica and Miranda. (Neat!)
Fun nite!
9-6-92
(8am) Carrie called. (Max got married and the Colter Band reunited for the reception party. (Carrie says there were lots of people there from the Paw days and she had a great time. (I would have liked to have been there!))) (She told her beau that he needs to back off some and take things a little slower. (She was feeling pressured and, with school starting, she doesn’t have much time.)) (She said she had been feeling good this summer, so she had a few drinks. (Now her tests are coming up bad as a result, so she will have to be more careful.)) (It sounds like the twins are talking real well and are getting even more mobile. (They are a handful!))
(5pm) Carly and Gwynn stopped by and bs’d a bit. (Carly says Ross will be blind before long. (He sure has lots of medical problems!)) (Gwynn says she avoided the bars this weekend.)
9-9-92
(10pm) Erica stopped by and helped me with some data entry. (Neat!)
She is working graveyard now. (She likes it!)
9-11-92
(6pm) Erica had invited me to stop at the Rhino after work, but when I got there she was pissed at me again. (Oh well, come home and go back to being a hermit!) (I need to stay away from the bars for now! (Keep trying to work through this on my own! (Maybe someday I won’t be dysfunctional?))) (I am stupid around people! (When an anxiety attack hits, I can’t think.))