6-25-92
(Noon) I decided to take the afternoon off. (Enjoy having the place to myself!)
(4pm) Nice workout!
(8pm) Erica stopped for some dominos. (Neat!)
Someday I will have to change my approach to food. (For now it’s just not important to me.)
6-26-92
(Noon) TGIF!
(4pm) Carly stopped by and bs’d. (It sounds like Gwynn is doing ok.)
(9pm) Well, I better go pick up the kid at the bus station. (I have mellowed out.)-(Nice break!)
6-27-92
(11am) Erica stopped by to say hi. (Neat!)
6-28-92
(8pm) Erica stopped by and we went to help one of her friends move. (Nice workout!)
I have a long way to go to be someone fun to be around. (Tis frustrating that I enjoy being with people, but they don’t enjoy having me around!) (To be fun, I will have to stop being so structured and learn how to be spontaneous. (Among other things.))
6-29-92
(7pm) Erica stopped by and visited a bit. (Neat!)
6-30-92
(10pm) Erica stopped by for some dominos. (Neat!)
I suppose I can’t expect my sons to respect me when I don’t respect myself.
7-2-92
(1pm) TGI Thursday and a three-day weekend!
I tend to blame myself for everything. (I am lousy with people and problems are always at least partially the fault of my lack of social skills. (My self worth keeps getting lower.))
One of my defense mechanisms is to say negative things about myself. (I know it turns people off, but I can’t seem to stop myself from doing it. (In it’s effort to protect me; my unconscious mind keeps sabotaging everything I try to do.))