Erica says Gwynn finally did her jail time. (Good for her!)
Maybe I will try tanning again this summer? (Tis something I can do alone and it isn’t too frightening.) (Take my walkman, a book, and try not to girl watch.)
I know my fear is irrational and seems stupid to most others; but it’s very real, and I can’t seem to move forward much. (I am back to going to meetings again at work, and I am working on talking there, but I am mostly failing. (It will get better, after I have done it for a few months.) (Tis frustrating!)
Erica seems to be feeling better about herself. (I am glad!) (I think it’s a sign that she is working through all of her transitions.)
Losing weight seems to take time and patience. (Tis a slow process!)
(10pm) Another thing I will have to do this summer is clean the closet really well to get all this pollen out of it.
4-3-90
(6pm) Busy day!
(9pm) I am contemplating harvesting this weekend. (Males mature two to three weeks earlier than females, and I don’t see any point to spending money to grow males beyond maturity.)
4-4-90
(7pm) Miranda stopped by and bs’d awhile. (Neat!)
4-5-90
(5pm) TGI payday!
(6pm) A guy who owes me for tax work stopped by and paid up. (Nice!)
(9pm) Erica stopped by for a couple games of dominos. (Neat!)
She says Artie heard from Carrie, and she is doing well. (Relief!)
She says she is thinking of sharing a place with Miranda.
Erica says Miranda and Joey aren’t talking much. (I get a feeling it’s temporary, but maybe they will find something in common besides sex and skiing.)
(11pm) Time for sleep!