I don’t open the curtains when I am home, until the leaves are on the trees. (I can see into several apartments from here, so I presume they can see into mine. (Who knows who belongs to neighborhood watch and is spying on us for the cops.))
4-1-90
(Midnite) Another blasé Saturday nite. (I would probably have a heart attack if anything fun happened.)
(Noon) Quiet morning of reading. (Nice!)
I started coming down with a cold yesterday. (Yech!) (There has been a nasty bug going around at work. (I hope I don’t get that one!))
The hot water disappeared Friday nite, so I have skipped baths this weekend. (Oh well, no one ever wants to get too close to me, so no big-a-deal!)
Yesterday I spent a few hours cleaning the clippings I cut three weeks ago, and rolling a few dozen j’s. (It isn’t very potent, but it’s smooth.)
(2pm) Erica stopped by for a bowl and a brew. (Neat!)
Saturday and Sunday have become my days for reading. (I rarely have the energy to do that during the week.) (Hopefully I will do more this summer, once the reruns begin; but I am pretty beat when I get home from work and I am not into anything too demanding.)
(3pm) The landlord stopped by and fixed the hot water. (Yeah!)
(5pm) I am still reading.
Erica invited me to join a bunch of people playing volleyball this afternoon. (I have tried to get psyched up to go to the park, but I have failed once again. (So frustrating!)) (With an anxiety attack that severe I wouldn’t have been functional, even if I had made it to the park.) (I am not into girl watching now. (It reminds me of all the beautiful parts of living, that I am not good enough to take part in.))
I wrote the state last weekend and asked them to send my ex an accounting of what I have paid them and an estimate of when I will have the past due amount paid off. (She needs to be aware of what is happening, so she can plan her finances.)
(11pm) Erica stopped by to drop the truck off. (Neat!)
She had another fun weekend. (Good for her!)
4-2-90
(6pm) Busy day! (I spent the afternoon over at the cable access station again today. (We are inventorying all their new equipment. (Pretty neat setup!)))
The flowers have opened up and I got showered with pollen when I crawled through the closet tonite. (They are males. (Frustrating!)-(Oh well, it’s good enough for me!))