I dug out my penny jar and came up with enough for a pack of cigs.
(6pm) Erica said it sounded like I was mad at Lauren. (I didn’t mean to!) (That relationship gave me another opportunity to spend time with a woman who didn’t cut me much, so it was good therapy. (And, it feels good to help another person!))
(10pm) Quiet nite. (Nice!)
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(5pm) Busy day!
(8pm) Nice workout!
(10pm) Quiet nite. (Nice!)
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(5pm) Busy day!
My mood at work has sure been shitty. (My defense mechanisms are going full steam ahead and I am pushing away anyone who gets even half way close to me.)
(6pm) Danny called. (He is having problems with his rental house. (He did the work himself and didn’t know that he had to get building permits.)-(He is worried and annoyed!)) (One downside of telling people where I work is that every time they are annoyed with the City they call me and complain.)
(10pm) Tiredness!
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(3pm) Tis nice taking an afternoon off!
(7pm) Erica stopped by to borrow the truck again. (Neat!)
(11pm) Time for dreamland!
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(Noon) Laundry time.
(11pm) Quiet day of reading. (Tis nice getting back into books!)
My sister called. (Her hands aren’t bothering her as much now, but her back and neck are acting up.)-(She says she has spent most of the summer in bed suffering. (Sad!)) (She asked me to send her a catalog of classes from the university here.) (She says that dad got a hot tub and she has been going over there to soak her back.) (My step mom’s health is still bad and they can’t go anywhere.) (My sister is getting a bit bummed out about becoming a grandmother.)