Now for sleep!
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(5pm) Busy day!
TGIF!
TGI payday!
(7pm) Carly stopped by. (I managed to piss her off.)
(10pm) Tiredness!
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(11am) Laundry time! (Yech!)
(3pm) I picked up the stuff to install a water jet for Erica and got that installed. (Carly poked her head in to see who had come in. (When she saw me she slammed the door. (Yeah, I definitely pissed her off! (Oh well!))))
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(1am) I caught up on movies.
Now for sleep!
(7pm) My sister sent me some books. (I read one of them today.)
I got some Vitamin B. (Maybe that will help with the depression.) (It has lifted some lately, but I need to keep working on it.)
I wish my shyness didn’t piss off people so often! (Frustrating!)
(10pm) I suppose it’s about time to catch some z’s.
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(7am) Miranda seems pissed at me too. (I rarely see her anymore, but she is going to Anaconda every weekend to be with Joey, and her schedule is full.) (I don’t mean to make people mad at me, but I seem to do it constantly!)-(Why is it so hard for others to understand shyness? (Maybe they take it personally, and don’t accept it has nothing to do with them?) (Carly called me an "idiot". (I suppose it seems so. (The fear is irrational, but knowing that doesn’t make it go away.)))-(And, I am a social "idiot" as a result of living for so many years with shyness, and not learning how to be with other people.))