(11pm) Tiredness!
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(11am) Laundry time again.
(5pm) Nice workout!
(11pm) Time for dreamland!
5-14-89
(5pm) Mellow day!
Erica said she caught Artie spying on her. (Scary and weird!)
She says he was telling her about his old girlfriend Nora, and how she was a great lover. (Ian and Josh both did Nora a number of times, and they said she was excellent.) (She is the girlfriend Josh stole from Leo.) (I partied with her several times back in the Paw days. All I can verify is that she was fun and a great dancer. (She cried on my shoulder on more than one occasion, and we had a lot of nice talks.))
My sex drive has been increasing again. (I am even getting hard when I walk. (Any stimulation of any kind and he wants to party.)) (Those r-rated movies intensified my sex drive, but the fear is still as strong as ever and gets in the way of moving beyond fantasy.)
Erica thought it was weird that Lauren attacked me. (She is real angry with that guy!)-(Tis sad that fear and anger generalize so much and screw up the present!)-(Getting involved with her right now would mean enduring a lot of whipping.)
I got a letter from Samantha this week. (She told me what albums she wanted taped for her birthday, so I am making her some tapes.) (It sounds like things are pretty blasé there still.)
I got a letter from my dad too. (It sounds like he is kind of down.) (It has been real dry there and he is worried about this year’s crop.) (My stepmother’s operation didn’t help her any, so they are going back to Vegas this summer.)
(7pm) I worked on the grow room some. (The mother plant is dying, so I did some pruning on her.) (I am still waiting to see if they will bush out some more before I switch to a 12-hour day.)
I picked up some new walking shoes. (The downside to exercise is I go through a lot of shoes.)
I have already had four visits with Rosie today, and Mr. Happy is waking up again. (Annoying!)
(10pm) Lauren called begging for more smoke, so I took her some.
(11pm) Tiredness!