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(5pm) I feel shitty and tired again!
(10pm) Charlotte dropped off her tax stuff and bs’d for an hour. (I enjoy her company!)
She invited me to Erica’s birthday party. (Sweet, but my deal with Erica is that I only see her when she wants to see me. (I just get in the way most of the time and it’s best I stay alone.))
She says Jim is upset because the Fire Department told him he couldn’t have other jobs the first year. (He seems to enjoy working several jobs.)
She sounds really down on life and it almost sounds like she is considered suicide. (There are sad and terrible parts of life, but a lot of it is happy and real nice. (Endure the bad and cherish the good!))
She thinks Jeremy and Henry ended their relationships with Miranda and Erica because her sisters are so wild. (I think the wildness is mostly illusion. (They acted like those relationships weren’t important to them, but were crushed when they ended.))
(11pm) Tiredness!
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(10am) I slept 11 hours.
(Noon) Erica stopped by to say hey. (Neat!)
(1pm) Laundry time again.
(5pm) I finally got back to editing poems. (Neat!)
(7pm) Erica stopped by again. (Neat!)
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(Midnite) Happy birthday to Erica!
(2pm) I slept 14 hours.
I feel terrible!
(4pm) I am beginning to feel human.
(5pm) I wonder if I am a lite weight because I am old or because I am out of practice? (Probably some of both.)
(7pm) I finished Charlotte’s taxes.
(9pm) I figured out my movie list for February.