This humidifier works pretty well. (All I have to do is add water once a week.)
I decided to skip the work Xmas party this year.
(11pm) Tiredness!
12-2-88
(7am) TGIF!
(5pm) Today went fast!
I wrote two poems today. (Neat!)
I finally drafted a cover letter today to use when sending out poems to publishers. (Keep trying!)
(10pm) Erica and Carly stopped by to visit. (Neat!)
From what Erica says, Carrie is still communicating with Artie. (He is obviously far superior to me!)
I went to see Little Women last summer and I didn’t dance. (I haven’t danced in ages! (Or, shot pool, or gone out, or ….)-(Too little money and too much fear!)) (I get by and I am pretty happy, but I am not able to cope with the bar scene.)
From what Carly says Gwynn is having trouble with school this semester.
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(Midnite) Tiredness!
(9am) Morning comes again.
It takes a lot of time to work through the mourning process! (Six months to three years for most.) (Then there are people like me who never seem to recover and move on.)
(2pm) Laundry time again. (I couldn’t get into going to Erica’s to do laundry and I am back to doing the laundramat scene.) (Such a weak and fucked up old man I am!)
Most of my shopping is done.
This paycheck went fast! (Tis going to be a lean couple weeks again.)-(Oh well, I am used to it and it will be a long time until things change.)-(I made mistakes and now I have to pay for them.)