It sounds like she has a busy week ahead of her!
11-15-88
(7am) I set the alarm for the Club and slept through it again. (I am going to have to get to bed even earlier!)
The more they study it the more apparent it is becoming that people need people and physical intimacy, to be healthy, and that a life like mine is very hard on a person, physically and emotionally! (Don’t do as I do!) (I wouldn’t be surprised if they find that the increase in depression is related to our society cutting people off from other people.) (For eons humans spent their lives in one place and with one group of people with whom they built extensive networks of connection. Today’s society has destroyed all that, and taken away one of the ingredients necessary for humans to be healthy and happy! (That comes back around to my old argument that we need to redefine family!)-(People need to have that interconnection with others and we have got to find some way to get back to it!))
(6pm) The beer froze. (Boo!)
(10pm) Tiredness!
11-16-88
(7am) Once again I can’t drag my fat ass out of bed. (I have got to change something!)
One of the things my ex taught me was that the whole body is a sex organ. (When approaching sex in that way, rubbers don’t give that much protection. (Tis better than nothing, but not much of a solution unless one reverts to the bad habit of fucking for a few minutes and then going to sleep.)) (I suppose the answer is that to truly enjoy sex one has to be in a monogamous relationship where disease isn’t a concern.)-(I think we need to come to find a solution to sexually transmitted diseases and eliminate that direct conflict with the human need for physical intimacy.)-(One nite stands aren’t going to satisfy and fulfill our need to touch and be touched, and they don’t even come close to fulfilling our need for emotional intimacy; but that is and will continue to be a part of life, and it needs to be made safe!)
Well, I got the new x-rated video. (It really does have a lot of scenes, but they only last a minute.) (Not much of a fantasy enhancement!)
(6pm) I think I am going to have to move my workouts to after work. (I tried during the day for about a year, and now I have tried mornings for about a year. I suppose I should try evenings for awhile and see what that is like.) (It would also allow me to sleep in and stay up later.)
11-17-88
(7am) I failed to make the Club again. (Annoying!)
Jim called around 10pm last nite and woke me up. (I will have to deliver his message to Erica on my way to work.)
(6pm) Erica stopped in to say hey. (Neat!)