11-9-88
(7am) I couldn’t drag myself out of bed and make it to the Club.
Tis getting about time for another haircut. (Recurring chores annoy me!)
I haven’t walked much in the past week. (Today I have got errands to run at lunch, so not today either.) (Such a lazy old man!)
I am not into work today!
I am just not able to trust anyone at work enough to let them close! (I suppose I am pretty hopeless. (I know I have pretty much given up hope.))
(9pm) Erica, Miranda and Danny took me to dinner and to the bar for a few brews. (Neat!)
(10pm) Time for sleep!
11-14-88
(6am) Again I didn’t make it out of bed in time to do the Club. (Oh well.) (I need to avoid beating up on myself too much until I adapt better to being without cigs! (Cigs are a stimulant and my body needs time to adapt to making it through the day without!)-(I think, in time, I will have more energy than when I smoked, but this transition period leaves me tired.))-(Also, the pills seem to be draining my energy.)
I finally got around to writing to my dad and my sister. (I will have to write to Samantha soon! (I don’t think I have written to her since before I quit cigs, so it has been a long time.))
Miranda and Danny make a nice couple!
Erica says she can see the moon from her living room. (That would be nice!) (I miss the moon!)
Oh yes, one nite last week I had two x-rated dreams. (It has been a long time since I remembered one of those!) (Both times, just as I was about to get laid I woke up. (Annoying, but about normal for me. (I can’t even get laid in my dreams.)))
This paycheck isn’t going to last long!
(7am) I am not ready for work!
I didn’t get all the work on poems done that I had planned on doing over the weekend. (I seem to be have been avoiding editing and typing for a long time now!)
I will try to get back to walking today.
There is a comedy marathon on VH1 this weekend. (I am ready!)
(5pm) Boring day! (It went quickly though.)
(6pm) Erica stopped by for a brew. (Neat!)