(4pm) Quiet afternoon of movies. (Nice!)
(5pm) Nice walk!
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(Midnite) Quiet nite of reading and movies. (Nice!)
Happy 4th!
(Noon) I am glad I watched a couple funny movies before reading the newspaper. (Pretty scary and depressing!)
I let D O out around 10am. (She sure loves the outdoors!) (I would guess the birds don’t like her.)
(2pm) D O brought home another bird.
(3pm) I actually cleaned a little this afternoon. (Amazing!)
I can’t find where D O hit the latest bird. (Annoying!)
(4pm) Nice walk!
(9pm) Quiet nite. (Nice!)
Again, I didn’t get on the computer and do any work on my writing projects. (I have gotten real lazy about my writing, so far this year. (It worries me sometimes, but maybe I needed a break.)) (I haven’t written a poem since Carrie sent me that letter for my birthday. (Maybe it’s for the best. I have pretty much covered all the stories of divorce and alone, and I need to be changing myself so I have new stories to tell.))
(10pm) Tiredness!
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(5am) Time to get back on the treadmill. (Yech!)
Today is the anniversary of my divorce being final. (Hopefully someday I will recover from the marriage, but some days I have my doubts.)
I kind of got the impression that Camilla didn’t like me. (I tend to make a lousy first impression. (People have to know me a long time it seems, before they begin to like me.)-(Oh well, I have got so many defenses and sharp edges, that is to be expected.))
Maybe I should let someone else handle sending stuff to publishers? (I seem to take rejection hard, and it would be nice to forget about that part of writing.)