One of the biggest problems with jealousy is it increases the odds of the other person actually having an affair. (Part of why I finally cheated was my ex screaming at me every day for five years about screwing around. (Hearing about cheating all the time made me thing about it, and since I was already being punished for doing it, why not have the fun part?)) (Like everyone, jealousy hits me, but I let it go on by. (Jealousy is useless and counterproductive.))
The women I enjoy being with enjoy going out. (I can’t afford that, so I would have to find someone who didn’t mind me staying at home while she goes out.)
It sounds like Miranda dumped Danny. (If Miranda isn’t ready for a relationship she should let Danny go, but I can imagine he is hurt.) (From what she told me he was leery of getting involved because he was recovering from someone else when they met.) (He was probably a good bridge for her and she probably brought something to his life too.)
Coincidence: I wouldn’t have gotten involved with my ex if the factory I was working in hadn’t gone on strike. (I met her on a Saturday nite and the strike began at 11pm the next nite.)-(She worked 7pm to 2am at a strip joint called The Factory and I worked 11pm to 7am at the factory, so we wouldn’t have had much time to build a relationship if I had been working.) (The first month was a lot of days of five to eight hours fuck sessions.)
(6pm) Busy day again!
I let D O out again.
I like getting off at 5pm. (My boss says he worked until 2am Sunday.
Erica left me a new cable converter. (Hopefully this will clear up my cable problems.)
(8pm) I trimmed one of my plants back. (Hopefully the cuttings will take off and I will have some new plants.)
(9pm) Sharon stopped by and molested me. (Nice!) (She said she had been thinking about coming over and fucking me all day, and wondered if that was bad. (Tis quite human, natural and healthy!)) (She wanted to know if I was fucking anyone else. (No one else has been interested enough to molest me, in a long time.)-(If someone was interested I would do her, but for now she is my only lover.)) (She says she wants to spend the nite sometime. (The one nite I slept at her place was the worst nite’s sleep I have had in years.)-(I am not comfortable with the idea, but if a bad nite’s sleep will make her happy I will go along with it.))
D O made it back. (It may be my imagination, but she seems a bit friendlier since I started letting her out.)
(10pm) Tis sad that Carrie and Hunter are still mad at me. (I hope they mellow out soon!)
(11pm) Nice nite.
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(7am) I am sure dragging this morning.