(8pm) Sharon and Chloe stopped by and visited for awhile. (Neat!)
Oh yes, Laurie’s analysis of my phobia is that my ex still controls me. (Sort of. (I do still fear her. (Whether she did it on purpose or not, she did condition me to fear of sex, which has blocked me from opening my life to any other woman.)))
(9pm) Tiredness!
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(7am) Erica still hasn’t let me know if she can pick me up from the airport.
Well, tomorrow the Mayor is going to decide what cuts to make in next year’s budget. (We have to cut $350,000, to get it to balance.)
(7pm) Erica stopped by for a brew. (Neat!)
Erica thinks I am pushing Sharon away, but I don’t think so. (She comes by anytime she wants to and we do whatever it is she wants to do. (Tis good therapy for me and is helping me to become a little more comfortable with sexuality.) (I am not interested in more, and I don’t think she really is either; but it’s nice to find someone to play with.))
She said it sounded like Laurie was pretty up tight. (That is my impression to.) (Maybe one of these nites she will loosen up.) (I wouldn’t get along with her in a long-term relationship, but a fling might be fun.)
She says she will water the plants and take care of D O while I am gone. And, she is going to pick me up at the airport Tuesday. (Friends are neat!)
Now it’s laundry time. (Yech!) (Oh well, I need to get this done so I have clothes for the trip.)
Although Ross doesn’t make much money, Carly doesn’t seem to notice. (She is an expensive girlfriend.) (Ross says he is doing a lot of part time jobs trying to cover the costs, but is falling behind.)
(10pm) Carly called and wished me a fun trip. (She says she got an A in the computer class I helped her with.)
(11pm) Quiet nite. (Nice!)
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(4pm) Well it’s about big silver bird time. (I am a bit apprehensive about this trip.)
Erica says D O is friendlier when I am not around. (I guess I bum out even the cat.)
There is some problem in Denver, so they have put a hold on my flight, and we are just sitting on the runway waiting. (What a drag!)