I have a bunch of work here I have to get done one of these days. (e.g., a huge stack of reading on taxation, typing up the next addition to "Outlaws and Poets", a stack of poems that need finishing, proof reading "Outlaws and Poets", house cleaning, ….) (Oh well, I think it's ok to space that all off for awhile.)-(Getting used to being around people again and the job have drained away most of my energy during the last two months.)
I told my boss I couldn’t deal with giving speeches or going to big meetings. (There will be a lot of that with this grant shit.) (He says that is ok.)-(I will do the work and he can deal with people.)
Sabrina commented that I have assimilated into the work place well. (She says it seems like I have been around a lot longer than two months. (I am good at that. (My years working in auditing taught me that. (I would be somewhere for a few days to a few months. (I had to meet and work with a lot of new people and systems at each new place.)))))
(7am) I took my walkman to work yesterday. (Tis nice when I am working on the computer!) (My walkman has about had it though. Tis held together by duct tape and doesn't have much life left in it.)
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(6pm) Work was hectic again! (Nice!)
The Judge has decided my name should be "high liner". (He thinks I am tough and a survivor, and that is how sees people from the high line.)
(9pm) Quiet nite. (Nice!)
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(5am) Tis morning again.
Looking back at my depressions, I think the unconscious motivation was to keep women away. (For Sharon it seems to be motivation to go out and get laid. (She has interpreted having her daughter at home to mean she has to play mom all the time and has been pretty much celibate since Chloe moved in.))
Last nite I built a menu system for the Courts new computers. (Hopefully it will make using them easier.)-(They are pretty nervous about moving into the computer age.) (My boss loves the menu system I installed on his new machine.)
(7am) Nice workout!
(5pm) Work was hectic! (The days go quickly when they are like this.)-(Nice!)
Now I am drained!
(8pm) Well, dinner is done and the dishes are clean. (Tis nice to have the day's chores done!)