(11pm) Sharon went out drinking with her brother and stopped by here around 9pm and molested me. (She was real moody tonite! (Going from giggling to crying and then back.))-(I focused my energy on just holding her and soothing her. (Shoulders were made for crying on.)) (She says she is tired of work and being a mom.) (She wanted to know how come she sees all these big fat women with husbands who support them, while she lives alone and supports herself. (I have noticed the same thing. (Good question!))) (D O decided it was the perfect opportunity to practice attacking four feet at the same time. (She really has a thing for feet!))

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(9am) I managed to sleep in today. (Neat!) (Maybe getting laid relaxed me enough to get a full nite's sleep?)

Sharon says her wedding anniversary is coming up and she has been regretting leaving him again lately.

When she left she wanted to know if she looked like she had "been out drinking and fucking". (She is still uptight about showing her humanity to her daughter.)

(1pm) Laundry time again. (Such fun!)

This morning was a busy one of chores.

Sharon brought some tapes by and I started her taping project. (It will be a slow one, because she has only figured out what she wants on two of the tapes so far.)

She asked again whether Erica had been by lately.

She commented on how smart I am, and said she is dumb. (Like I have said to Erica, what I know is the result of 1,000's of hours of study; and there are a lot of things I have not studied and all the hours of study have made me dumb in social areas.) (There are things Sharon knows a lot about, that I don't know anything about.) (And, if I am so smart and she is so dumb, how come she owns a nice house, has money in the bank, owns two vehicles, …; while I live in a small slum apartment, have no money, have one vehicle, ….) (Oh well!)

(6pm) For practice with database software, I inventoried all this junk I own and loaded it in the computer. (Tis good for insurance purposes also.)

Well, I have $17 left. (I think I will wander downtown later.)

(8pm) Erica stopped by and kept me company for awhile. (Neat!)

Henry just called looking for her. (That is the first time he has done that.)

Tis interesting how D O lets Erica know when she has had enough petting. (If I pay attention I can usually see it coming, but I miss the signs most of the time and my hands end up with a lot of bite marks on them.)

The Mayor, his assistant and my boss are plotting to break all the unions at work.

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