12-27-87
(Noon) I actually slept in until 9am today. (Amazing!) (Actually, I have been sleeping more than normal all weekend. (Being around people means a lot of pain and other shit, and drains my energy pretty fast.))
Carly seems to see her dad more as an inheritance than as a person. (She seemed to want to make him comfortable and worried a lot about how he perceived her; but didn't seem comfortable being with him. (e.g., most of the time I was there, he sat alone in the living room watching tv, while they sat in the kitchen. (I sat in there awhile the other nite and bs'd with him, but that seemed to bother her.)))
Carly reminds me a bit of my sister.
I am anxious to get those new computers at work and start learning more. (Keep expanding my skills.)
(1pm) Another of D O's idiosyncrasies is she only likes being petted on the head and she gets really pissed if I touch her anywhere else. (Another female who doesn't like me touching her.)
Ross and Carly both write off my lack of a girlfriend to not having met the right woman. (I still think it's that I haven't been open for it to happen. (As long as I keep pushing women away and running when that doesn't work, I am not going to meet many women, and the one’s I do meet are going to be totally turned off.))
(5pm) Ross and Carly stopped by and I got them hi. (They are pretty burned out by her dad's company. (Weird because, from what I have seen, they haven't spent much time with him.) (Ross called Corky’s to find out if they won the football pool. (Ashley was working and she gave him a bunch of shit. She is in love with Dell and they say she has been a total bitch since he left town. (She should let it go. (He is in love with Erica, he only uses Ashley for sex, and she isn’t going to find happiness in that relationship.)))))
D O doesn't like them and she gets a bit pissed at me when they come by.
(9pm) Quiet nite. (Nice!)
12-28-87
(5am) Another Monday morning. (Fortunately it's a four-day week.)
I have been lazy all weekend and didn't exercise. (Oh well, giving myself a few days was an ok Xmas present.)
I wonder how Carly justifies calling Erica and her sisters "kids"? (She is only two years older than Erica is.) (Maybe because she lives with a guy my age?) (Maybe because they play a lot more than she does?)
I have been into sugar too much lately. (Time to cut out the treats.)
D O got into the plants a little last nite. (No serious damage but I am a bit annoyed.)