6-27-87
(Midnite) Quiet nite. (Nice.)
(4pm) Nice sun tanning session.
(5pm) Nice walk.
(8pm) Samantha called and visited for awhile. (Nice!) (I do miss her!) (Leo’s band is off doing the Park tour now, and she misses having me around.)
(11pm) I watched "The burning bed" tonite. (I can relate to the psychological aspects of abuse! (When one is in a checkmate situation, some way to check out has to be found!)) (I don't know if I will ever be able to allow anyone to get that close to me again!)
6-28-87
(Noon) I caught up with my pen pals again. (Nice!)
(3pm) Nice sun tanning session
(4pm) Nice walk.
I ran into Charlotte at the store and visited with her for a minute. (Nice.)
(11pm) Quiet nite. (Nice.)
6-29-87
(9am) There were some interesting articles on depression in yesterday's newspaper; but I don't think that is my problem anymore. (The only symptom that fit me was not playing.) (Mostly I am happy now!)
There is an ad they run regularly on tv for the medical segment on the local news. (Today the guy is talking about an experiment they did that proves creative people don't become more creative when they drink. (That isn’t my experience.) (I wonder how that experiment was structured, and what the numbers were?) (Sometimes it isn't while I am drunk that I write, but the next morning. (When I don't drink often, poetry rarely comes to visit.))
(3pm) Nice workout.
(6pm) Nice sun tanning session. (Carly stopped and visited with me a bit while I was tanning. (Nice.))
(7pm) Erica complained again that I never suggest things to do. (It kind of surprises me that it bothers her. (All the rest of my women friends got pissed at me if we didn't do exactly what they wanted, when they wanted.))
(10pm) It has been two weeks and no word from Sharon. (I suppose it's for the best.)
(11pm) Quiet nite. (Nice.)