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(7am) Carrie has had some rough times. (I wish she would tell me about it when it's happening!) (We are interconnected somehow, and when things are going wrong in her life I sense it. (I don't know what is wrong, I just find myself worrying about her.)) (I love her and care, and I wish she would be more willing to accept my shoulder to cry on, when times get tough!)
(9pm) My lunch date with Reggie was nice. (I am still amazed that she showed up.) (Well, I finally had my first date since my divorce.)
After work I went to the Hideaway with Christine (the woman I have been training at the County.), and we bs'd for a few hours. (Nice lady.)
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(7am) Josh and Julia stopped by last nite and visited for a couple hours. (Nice nite.)
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(11pm) Tis wonderful to be home!
Last nite I cleaned the room and did laundry.
Samantha brought over this married woman (Nadine) she has been wanting me to meet. (Can those two ever talk!)
I think I have got everything at the County headed in the right direction again. (I hope.)
2-28-87
(1am) Nice nite of music.
(11am) I slept great.
(7pm) Quiet afternoon of work and watching the video tapes Erica left for me.
(10pm) I took myself to "Outrageous fortunes". (Good flick.)
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(Midnite) Quiet nite.
(8am) Another good nites sleep. (I love being back in my own bed again.)
(11am) I have stopped wearing underwear here lately and I like the sensuality of that.
Annie says I am right to take sex seriously and that she has only had four lovers. (Tis tempting to hang on to that concept given the current epidemics, but I think I need to learn to relax about it.)